heleanor | i'm coming up in the early morning // [CLOSED to blessyour]

[ Red was wondering why Ethan had been so off his game for that last round. Mario Kart is serious business after all.

...So serious that he doesn't notice the other boy leaning in to kiss him, until it's already happening.

And yeah okay Red really ought to be used to it by now, but it still catches him off his guard, every time they do this. His face goes scarlet with a small noise of surprise, but he's at least collected enough not to waste any time kissing back. His hands hesitantly move up to touch Ethan's arms. ]

H-Hn. [ doki. doki. dokiiiiii- ]

[There's the call of WINNER from the game, but Ethan doesn't care if he rolled passed the finish line in third. He sets his controller down, reaching out to hold Red's side, by his ribs.

N-no need for words, right? He could just... keep kissing you! He's bound to stick with it, when he usually faltered and shied away, he would kiss Red again and again, this time!!

So, unless Red pipes up, there's going to be more persistent kissing than usual. Ethan's never slipped anything passed his boyfriends lips though... what happens if he licks them?]

[ Red's a little taken aback by how forceful Ethan's being - it's not a bad thing, obviously, but something just seems different today than whenever they usually kiss. And...they've usually broken apart by now, so the fact that they haven't means that Red's left panting for air before long, his face flushed.

Red's eyes widen when he feels Ethan's tongue on his lips, and he makes an involuntary startled noise. He'll pull slightly away, but just a little bit - just enough so that they can see each other's eyes clearly. Red might have a bit of a questioning look, but he's mostly just curious. Whatever happens, he trusts Ethan completely. ]

Ah.... n-no good? [he already messed up stupidstupidstupididiotself]

Huh?

[ Red blinks at Ethan for a moment, trying to figure out why the other boy is suddenly upset. Wait- ]

N-No, wait, that's not- [ Stupid, we're so stupid, making boyfriend upset like that!! Time to fix it.. Red'll give Ethan a very sweet, sincere smile despite how hard he's blushing, and ] -I-I didn't mean to - that is, I - I don't mind!

[ He closes his eyes and leans in for another quick kiss, breath ghosting against Ethan's skin. ]

R-Really. I don't mind. I-I like it. A-Any of the stuff you do, h-honest. [ Chu! ] 'Cause, um, cause it's you.

W-well, please... tell me if I... uhm, do anything weird or that yah don't care for, alright? [Ethan is just going to lose it, Red, but he's a master of holding back, so that's for later.

For now, he just goes back to kissing Red, his tongue sneaking out to lick his boyfriends lips. He might miss once or twice and catch the tip of Red's nose. Ethan will get the hang of this!!

And if Red's mouth opens, he'll put his tongue there, instead. This was so much better than just pressing faces together]

[ Red makes a small humming noise, hoping to soothe away Ethan's fears. He's an extremely trusting person; the idea that Ethan would do something he doesn't like is unfathomable to him at this point. ] D-Don't worry about that. I, uh, I-I like the stuff you do...

[ And it's true. Left to his own devices, Red would probably be content with small kisses and hand-holding and video games forever - especially if it meant getting ~married~ in the long run (HE CAN DREAM) - but exploring other things is kind of exciting too.

Kind of really exciting, actually. He'll somewhat sloppily return Ethan's kisses - although he doesn't have a much better concept than the other boy of where his tongue is supposed to go at any given moment, so he'll mostly stick to using his lips. He's breathing heavily again before long, giving Ethan an opportunity to slip his tongue into his mouth. Red's eyes widen a bit, but he doesn't pull away: he does his best to reciprocate even if it's a bit awkward, doing something like this that he hasn't tried before. More than anything he wants to make Ethan happy. ]

[Ethan will have to take a few breaks, just to breathe between kisses. He never moves far from Red, though, keeping his face close and his rubs his hand up and down Red's side. His other hand is a bit more daring, touching along Red's hip until he found the bottom of Red's shirt. He'll sneak a few fingers under the fabric and touch Red's hip bone and skin.]

I just w-wanna... [Ethan will swallow some spit, having worked up a bit from kissing.] ... d-do everything with yah... Red...

[ Red whimpers a bit in the back of his throat, shivering even as he presses closer into Ethan's touches. ]

I-I, you too, I - y-yeah...

[ If Red were thinking a little more clearly - or maybe if he just weren't so darn oblivious - he might realize better what Ethan's actually getting at, and then he might want to stop and think things through a little more, especially since, well, PREMARITAL SHENANIGANS are in play and he hasn't really given much thought to the mechanics of this, along with probably some other perfectly valid reasons to maybe slow down.

Of course, all he can really think about right now is how nice this feels and how much he loves Ethan and how perfect everything is and - He leans in for another kiss, this time harder than before without meaning to. ]

[Ethan doesn't push back too hard at the kiss, but he does reciprocate and get his tongue pressing into Red's. Oh, yes, finally, full on making out! Ethan slips his hand under Red's shirt, feeling the hip bone with his palm as it moved back to feel the curve of Red's back.]

Could... could you face me, more...? [he's kind of on the side of Red from playing games haha]

H-Huh? [ Dazed, blank stare - it takes Red's brain a few seconds to draw focus away from the physical sensations and process Ethan's words properly, but after that Red'll quickly (and belatedly) nod to the other boy's request. He shifts a bit on the ground, so that he's sitting with his legs crossed and his palms splayed flat on the floor beside him, facing Ethan. Red swallows thickly, still a little out of breath. ] Like - Like this?

S-sure... that works... [Ethan will adjust his hands, putting them both on Red's knees to lean in and kiss him again. Okay, maybe it was worse this way, with Red's knees stuck out so far.

NO. NO, THIS IS A DAY TO BE BOLD. Ethan will move himself and sit in Red's lap, looking embarrassed as all get out but HE DID IT HE'S STICKING WITH IT.]

.... this okay..?

[ Again, Red will look a bit surprised at the direction Ethan's taking, possibly going even redder than before, but he shifts around on the floor a little without complaint to make the position more comfortable for both of them. It's still awkward, since Ethan's taller than him and their legs are all tangled up, but Red decides that he likes the the closeness. Without thinking he puts his hands on Ethan's hips to steady him. ]

Y-Yeah, 's fine... [ shaky laugh ]

[Ethan does have to lean down a bit to kiss Red, but that's fine. This was new, completely new, and Ethan was sure there would be quite a bit of awkwardness to over look. He puts his hands on Red's shoulders, leaning in to kiss him again. S-so close and~

And... a little too close, Ethan realizes. He adjusts to keep his groin off of Red. Really, he was trying to not get too excited by this, but that was getting more and more difficult! Red would be able to tell far easier, since Ethan wore considerably less restraining pants than the older, smaller trainer]

[ Red loses his balance a little when Ethan leans over him for a kiss - he'll put his hands behind him on the floor to keep from falling backward, but tilts his chin up to kiss back as best he can, given their shaky position. He does feel something hard brushing up against his lap, but it doesn't really register yet: he's too distracted trying to keep up with what they're doing now, shifting around bit by bit to find the best position for this to work. Kisskiss~ ]

[Okay, okay, they can make out like this as long as they so please! He keeps his lap up, so they weren't too close, but he really couldn't calm down at all so long as they were doing this with the evening.

Well, and Ethan isn't doing a great job balancing. He'll eventually get too caught up in a kiss and slip, falling back into Red's lap. Ooh! That's, that's not good..!(?) Ethan quickly jolts away, ah, no, Red didn't need to feel that.]

S-s-sorry..! I just.... I.... slipped.

[ Red absentmindedly wonders, while they're kissing, why Ethan's sitting like that, isn't it awkward? It doesn't bother him but it's a little strange. Oh well, -

AND THEN ETHAN FALLS ON TOP OF HIM AND...oh. Well.

It's not as though Red has really gained too much of his composure back since the time Ethan had first kissed him tonight, but now his blushing and stammering is flaring up full-force, feeling rather awkward and second-hand embarrassed for the other boy because if that happened to him it would probably be pretty humiliating. He just wants to tell Ethan it's okay, poor thing. Red slowly picks himself back up off the floor from where the other boy fell on him, then glances over to where Ethan scrambled away. He shifts from a sitting position to rest his weight on his knees, reaching out for Ethan with one hand. ]

I-It's okay!! You, uh, you d-don't have to apologize, or anything - y-you can't help it! Y-You don't have to...go away... [ please come back ]

[Ethan just looks away, face and ears burning with embarrassment]

Sorry, we oughta stop! I'm.... bein' weird-like. [stupid body and stupid reactions he doesn't understand!!

He keeps his hands planted firmly over his lap, not moving when Red reaches for him.]

[ Well, then, Red'll just have to crawl over to where Ethan is sitting on the floor, wrapping his arms around his shoulders in a hug and burying his face into the younger boy's shoulder. ]

No, I'm sorry, I-I don't...it's, uh, it's not something I usually...b-but you can't help it, so it's not - g-gosh, I'm s-saying this all wrong.

[ He'll just squeeze Ethan tighter now to hide how hard he's blushing. HE WOULD GIVE GOOD ADVICE IF HE WAS CAPABLE OF IT, HONEST. This just really isn't a problem Red used to dealing with all that often. ]

I-I don't know if...if you want to stop now it's okay, I don't mind, or, um, if you want to ignore it or take care of it or- [ dammit stop babbling ] -j-just let me know what you want to do, it's okay I promise -

[Ethan tenses up as Red cuddles up behind him. It was nice to here this was okay by Red, but it was humiliating for Ethan all the same. He did want to keep going, but he didn't want to just make his issue worse in front of Red!!]

D.... Does this... happen to you, Red? [he hadn't really gotten the talk, despite being of that age, and hadn't gone looking into these matters on hi own. Not yet, at least. He'd probably have to after this ordeal]

[ Oh wow did Ethan really just ask him that WHAT DOES HE DO

Red's not exactly the most qualified person to talk about ~puberty problems~ with someone else, not least because he really doesn't have much of a sex drive and this problem doesn't plague him personally all that often.

But he definitely empathizes with Ethan and he wants to make him feel better, so he'll say what he can...or at least what he knows. ]

U-Um... [ oh god ] ...y-yeah, this, uh, it h-happens to me sometimes too. It's - It's totally normal! Especially for someone, um, around your age? I think? So you don't have to worry about it!!

[ Red thinks Ethan's just embarrassed right now - if he actually knew that Ethan had never had the TALK before, he might be explaining this a little better. Or even worse. ]

[Ethan's just blushing furiously and trying to get his damn erection to go down. Red wasn't making him feel any worse, though better wasn't going to happen. He really wanted to just run out of here, but then Red would think he was angry with him, and Ethan wasn't. He just... didn't know what to do with himself!!]

It doesn't... happen to yah... wh-when we kiss, does it? That's always when I.... well... sorry. I-I don't understand why, honest!

Uh... [ time to be truthful, assuming Ethan can even understand the words with how bad Red's stuttering ] -w-well, I, sometimes I can s-sorta, um, feel it...that is, it could, or, it might have happened, but if I concentrate I can make it stop, but-

[ Wait a second. The last part of Ethan's statement finally hits Red after he's already made an idiot of himself. ]

W-Wait, um, are you saying you don't know - know, um - why it happens? Like, th-the, ah, physical - whatever?? [ WHY IS HE SO BAD AT THIS ]

U-Uhm... is there a reason--? [yeah he knows nothing, maybe refer him to his mother, but then again, hearing Red try to explain it would be too funny.]

Y-Yeah, there's a reason! Like, it's for - for, uh, sex and stuff, I dunno...I mean, d-do you know what that is? I-It's okay if you don't, though!!

[ OH GOD WE ARE NOT QUALIFIED FOR THIS TALK ]

i'm coming up in the early morning // [CLOSED to blessyour]

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