I do too worry! Sometimes!! I just think we'll be fine on this one, is all. [he eyes the supplies curiously, stopping himself from reaching out to mess with them. that probably wouldn't make Ethan happy.]
.... come here, sit in my lap... [Ethan will sit up on the bed and cross his legs, before pulling Red over into his arms. He'll hold his husband for a long moment, snuggling his face into Red's shoulder and neck]
I'll try not to worry, but yah gotta relax an'talk to me... or I won't know how yah feel...
[Red clumsily clumsily does as Ethan asks, probably jabbing the poor boy with his knees and elbows a few times before they settle in comfortably.]
It's okay. I'll tell you. [He brings his arms up to wrap around his husband's back. Red may not always understand why Ethan gets so worried, but as cute as it makes him, he always wants to make him feel better quickly.] You know I can tell you anything. And--And you tell me too, okay?
[Ethan holds him close before finding the lube and spreading it over his fingers]
I'll tell you everything, Red, forever... [he'll kiss Red before reaching around his husband to feel his ass. His fingers will press against Red's entrance, before moving his index in testingly]
[Red makes a small, high noise of surprise, starting upwarda bit in Ethan's lap involuntarily. Then he catches himself and forces himself to settle back down.]
Hah, ah, okay...I will... [He does relax, easing the tension in his muscles to give Ethan an easier time of it. Red smiles adoringly against Ethan's mouth before kissing back, trying to let him know he's really okay.]
[Red tenses for a moment, surprised, but then he relaxes again almost immediately. It's not difficult, when he trusts Ethan as much as he does. He'll kiss Ethan a little more breathlessly than before, but that's the only indication that he's in any discomfort.]
[Red pants heavily around Ethan's mouth between kisses. His pupils are blown wide from adrenaline and arousal.]
Th-That, it's starting to feel kinda... [good, if the fact that he's hardening again is any indication. Ethan's fingers are brushing a sensitive spot in him every once in a while.]
It's nice..? Or should I stop? [the erection coming back was a good sign! He wanted nothing more than to move on and have real sex, but he didn't want to jump a head and wreck this all]
Then, I, uhm.... I'll try and put it in, okay? Tell me if it hurts too bad or anything... [okay, okay, moment of truth!! Ethan slicks up his erection and pushes Red closer to his lap. This way, Red could pull away if he didn't want to go any further or needed to stop]
Okay! Do it! [He smiles at Ethan sweetly, face flushed completely red.
Red's body automatically fights against the intrusion, tightening painfully in his lower half, but it doesn't even occur to him to pull away. With a shuddering breath, he slowly relaxes again over Ethan's body, not taking his eyes off his husband's face. Red's expression is a little strained but he's still smiling faintly.]
[Ethan nods, kissing Red on the lips as he lowers Red down into his lap. He can feel the tightness and the pressure of being inside his husband and breaks the kiss, biting his lip as he keeps going at a steady pace of pushing in. Slow, slow, he had to chant to remember, because it just felt too damn good.]
[Red lets out a mewl of sudden pain when Ethan has worked most of the way inside him. They've been going slow, and they did a lot of preparation, but it's still his first time and Ethan's cock is a lot for him to handle. Red still doesn't try to lift away from the intrusion. He might be shaking a little, gripping Ethan's arms hard with his fingers.]
S-Sorry! Just a second, s-sorry, haha...ow... [Still smiling, though! Red doesn't want his husband to fret over him again; he worries so much over little things. Red'll be fine after he has another minute to adjust.]
[Ethan doesn't move, when Red fights to adjust himself for comfort. All the younger man can do is hold Red close, his forehead pressed close to his husband as his cock twitched inside. Sure, it took fighting every instinct to not pound up into Red immediately, but Ethan could manage that restraint.]
Take... aah, take all the time yah need, Red... wow... [he lets a moan escape] Th-this is amazing...
[Red breathes in and out, nodding and pressing as close to Ethan as he can with sweat-slicked skin. The sensation might be physically uncomfortable, but Red's been through worse, and it's worth it for what it means for Ethan--for both of them. And it's incredible, too, that they can be this indescribably close, Red hadn't known it was physically possible to feel this way. He wouldn't trade it for anything.]
I-I think...I'm okay now. [He lets out a shuddering sigh, pressing kisses against Ethan's skin.] Y-You can move again!
I-I love yah, Red... never forget that, alright? [even if it was uncomfortable, Ethan would do anything to make his husband feel good. He starts slow as he can, rocking his hips experimentally, seeing how it felt for Red.
Because he was damn sure it felt good for him.] T-tell me what feels best...
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... but I guess if it hurts, we can stop, huh? Just promise to tell me if it does, alright!
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I gotta be the one to worry'cuz you don't worry 'bout nothin'! [way to ACCENT your concern, Ethan
I'm going to bed gdi]sweet dreams <3
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I'll try not to worry, but yah gotta relax an'talk to me... or I won't know how yah feel...
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It's okay. I'll tell you. [He brings his arms up to wrap around his husband's back. Red may not always understand why Ethan gets so worried, but as cute as it makes him, he always wants to make him feel better quickly.] You know I can tell you anything. And--And you tell me too, okay?
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I'll tell you everything, Red, forever... [he'll kiss Red before reaching around his husband to feel his ass. His fingers will press against Red's entrance, before moving his index in testingly]
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That's, ah, th-that's really a weird, feeling...
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I-it'll be good weird, in a little..! [Hopefully!!!]
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It'll feel better, here.... [have a kiss, Red, it's all he can think to do to sooth your nerves]
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And once Ethan's reapplied for lubricant to his fingers, he'll push his fingers back in deeply. He didn't want to do too little and ruin the night]
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Th-That, it's starting to feel kinda... [good, if the fact that he's hardening again is any indication. Ethan's fingers are brushing a sensitive spot in him every once in a while.]
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Red's body automatically fights against the intrusion, tightening painfully in his lower half, but it doesn't even occur to him to pull away. With a shuddering breath, he slowly relaxes again over Ethan's body, not taking his eyes off his husband's face. Red's expression is a little strained but he's still smiling faintly.]
G-Go on. It's okay.
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S-Sorry! Just a second, s-sorry, haha...ow... [Still smiling, though! Red doesn't want his husband to fret over him again; he worries so much over little things. Red'll be fine after he has another minute to adjust.]
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Take... aah, take all the time yah need, Red... wow... [he lets a moan escape] Th-this is amazing...
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I-I think...I'm okay now. [He lets out a shuddering sigh, pressing kisses against Ethan's skin.] Y-You can move again!
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Because he was damn sure it felt good for him.] T-tell me what feels best...
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almost tagged him with Cobrun augh
Oooh noooo
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