[Oikawa's stomach twists and it feels like it's tying itself in a knot the size of a volleyball inside his abdomen.]
Are you sure, Yama-chan? [He's quiet and concerned as he speaks, he can't mean that, he can't possibly still want to date him.] I'm - [the worst kind of person] not a good boyfriend.
[He shouldn't let him do this. He picks up rubbing Yamaguchi's back again, though he shouldn't, anything that makes Yamaguchi more likely to think well of him - though how can he? - isn't something he should be doing.]
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Are you sure, Yama-chan? [He's quiet and concerned as he speaks, he can't mean that, he can't possibly still want to date him.] I'm - [the worst kind of person] not a good boyfriend.
[He shouldn't let him do this. He picks up rubbing Yamaguchi's back again, though he shouldn't, anything that makes Yamaguchi more likely to think well of him - though how can he? - isn't something he should be doing.]