Oikawa frowns, leans a little closer. He expected yelling, swearing, perhaps a punch. But... Yamaguchi sounds like he's trying to apologise.
Everything he's just said hits him all at once - he's awful, he's the worst and Yamaguchi should be furious, surely, surely - and his voice catches in his throat. He swallows before he forces it out again.] Don't say you're sorry, Yama-chan.
[Can he leave it at that? Can he let himself stop saying these things?] Taking responsibility for things that aren't your fault won't change them. [Of course he can't.
He reaches out to brush his fingers against Yamaguchi's knee, the part of him that's still screaming for him to stop doing this is relieved he didn't lean in for a kiss which goes so show there are a few things he could be doing to make this worse.]
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Oikawa frowns, leans a little closer. He expected yelling, swearing, perhaps a punch. But... Yamaguchi sounds like he's trying to apologise.
Everything he's just said hits him all at once - he's awful, he's the worst and Yamaguchi should be furious, surely, surely - and his voice catches in his throat. He swallows before he forces it out again.] Don't say you're sorry, Yama-chan.
[Can he leave it at that? Can he let himself stop saying these things?] Taking responsibility for things that aren't your fault won't change them. [Of course he can't.
He reaches out to brush his fingers against Yamaguchi's knee, the part of him that's still screaming for him to stop doing this is relieved he didn't lean in for a kiss which goes so show there are a few things he could be doing to make this worse.]