[Before falling asleep last night, Yamaguchi had been characteristically fretful and anxious—wondering if the things they'd done in Oikawa's bed would change anything about their relationship, would make him somehow feel dirty or wrong or gross when morning came.
None of that turned out to be the case, though. Yamaguchi woke up this morning feeling better than he had in weeks, alleviated from some of the weight of stress of school and volleyball and even the insecurities of his new relationship. He's been bewildered and anxious lately, about how Oikawa always seems to shy away from physical intimacy. Nothing like kissing down the skin of Yamaguchi's neck or chest is out of bounds, but simple mouth-to-mouth contact and any unexpected touching on Yamaguchi's part makes the older boy freeze up, unless he or both of them are tipsy from his parents' liquor.
But last night more or less put those worries to rest. Whatever his reasoning, Oikawa doesn't mind touching him. Yamaguchi won't deny he's been craving something more than just kissing anyway, even if it makes him go scarlet in the face to admit it. Even just a hand job from his fingers felt good…felt amazing, honestly, or he'd never have let Oikawa go that far. Now morning, Yamaguchi's comfortable where he is lounging around in his boyfriend's pajamas, knowing the older boy's nearby while Yamaguchi plays a game to pass the time. The sudden touch on his leg snaps him out of his concentration and makes him shiver and jump lightly with surprise, turning to face Oikawa where he sits on the couch.]
Oikawa? [The informal address still sits oddly on his tongue, but Yamaguchi's finally getting used to it. His expression dampens, twisting into a familiar frown when the other boy begins to speak. Yamaguchi is jealous (even if he won't admit it) to hear Oikawa so casually calling Tsukishima "Tsukki" without his permission, and even more bothered on his best friend's behalf. Yamaguchi knows Tsukishima hates when people besides him call him that, but Oikawa doesn't listen.]
Tsukki isn't cold and heartless! [It doesn't take more than a word against Tsukishima to put Yamaguchi on the defensive. But then, for Oikawa, that news should be nothing new.]
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None of that turned out to be the case, though. Yamaguchi woke up this morning feeling better than he had in weeks, alleviated from some of the weight of stress of school and volleyball and even the insecurities of his new relationship. He's been bewildered and anxious lately, about how Oikawa always seems to shy away from physical intimacy. Nothing like kissing down the skin of Yamaguchi's neck or chest is out of bounds, but simple mouth-to-mouth contact and any unexpected touching on Yamaguchi's part makes the older boy freeze up, unless he or both of them are tipsy from his parents' liquor.
But last night more or less put those worries to rest. Whatever his reasoning, Oikawa doesn't mind touching him. Yamaguchi won't deny he's been craving something more than just kissing anyway, even if it makes him go scarlet in the face to admit it. Even just a hand job from his fingers felt good…felt amazing, honestly, or he'd never have let Oikawa go that far. Now morning, Yamaguchi's comfortable where he is lounging around in his boyfriend's pajamas, knowing the older boy's nearby while Yamaguchi plays a game to pass the time. The sudden touch on his leg snaps him out of his concentration and makes him shiver and jump lightly with surprise, turning to face Oikawa where he sits on the couch.]
Oikawa? [The informal address still sits oddly on his tongue, but Yamaguchi's finally getting used to it. His expression dampens, twisting into a familiar frown when the other boy begins to speak. Yamaguchi is jealous (even if he won't admit it) to hear Oikawa so casually calling Tsukishima "Tsukki" without his permission, and even more bothered on his best friend's behalf. Yamaguchi knows Tsukishima hates when people besides him call him that, but Oikawa doesn't listen.]
Tsukki isn't cold and heartless! [It doesn't take more than a word against Tsukishima to put Yamaguchi on the defensive. But then, for Oikawa, that news should be nothing new.]