[ Asahi cringes as Nishinoya's excitement overtakes his ability to regulate his voice, his body nearly vibrating off the counter with unasked questions-- unasked, only, because he can't voice them all at once. Asahi is nowhere near naïve enough to hope Nishinoya won't ask them all, in due time. ] I wish I was.
[ In all likelihood, this was a powerplay; a test of sorts. Asahi can't see how, not now, with his heart so heavy and his hands going about the meticulous effort of cleaning himself up-- pulling himself back together by the ragged edges. He has to pull himself back from this, to rid himself of the memory of Kyotani's throat pulsing, wetly gasping for breath under his palms.
Asahi can't even close his eyes, the memory still to fresh to be blocked out like that. ]
Seijou's-- [ Asahi swallows. Reducing a person to a title is what they do, to make this easier-- but this shouldn't be easy. None of this is easy. When they put their lives on the line, they deserve to be thought of as people. Even Kyotani, if nowhere else, then here at least; not whatever piece Oikawa used him as. ] Kyotani never had a personal problem with me. You know I don't go out of my way to make enemies. I don't even think he knew what was going to happen tonight-- this was supposed to be a relations meeting. [ Asahi can't help but sound bitter, because as much as he hates this part of the job, he hates it even more when he has to do it alone. ]
wow punch me in the heart re kags instant K/O
[ In all likelihood, this was a powerplay; a test of sorts. Asahi can't see how, not now, with his heart so heavy and his hands going about the meticulous effort of cleaning himself up-- pulling himself back together by the ragged edges. He has to pull himself back from this, to rid himself of the memory of Kyotani's throat pulsing, wetly gasping for breath under his palms.
Asahi can't even close his eyes, the memory still to fresh to be blocked out like that. ]
Seijou's-- [ Asahi swallows. Reducing a person to a title is what they do, to make this easier-- but this shouldn't be easy. None of this is easy. When they put their lives on the line, they deserve to be thought of as people. Even Kyotani, if nowhere else, then here at least; not whatever piece Oikawa used him as. ] Kyotani never had a personal problem with me. You know I don't go out of my way to make enemies. I don't even think he knew what was going to happen tonight-- this was supposed to be a relations meeting. [ Asahi can't help but sound bitter, because as much as he hates this part of the job, he hates it even more when he has to do it alone. ]
Something serious is going on in Seijou.